REALLY HARD
First released 1986
Originally titled Riddley Ya because of the phonetics Tim uses frequently when writing lyrics, Really Hard was performed on a John Peel Session in 1985 before being included at the start of side two of Stutter.
It made a surprising reappearance in Dublin and Cardiff on the December 1999.
WHERE TO GET
Album Version : Stutter LP (JIMLP 1), CAS (JIMC 1), CD (7599-25437-2)
Album Version : The Gathering Sound boxset USB stick
Live Version : One Man Clapping LP (ONE MAN 1 LP), CAS (ONE MAN 1 C), CD (ONE MAN 1 CD)
LYRICS
To be loving when the knives are out
Takes much courage and a mind without doubt
I'm just some robot, wind up the clock
Work jerk
Trying to impress is the nature of my work
And it's so hard to remain open
If it's true, it can't be spoken
Really hard, really hard, really hard, really hard, really hard
Really hard, really hard, really hard, really hard
Rhetoriticans think they're running this show
Words as power is all they'll ever know
I'm just some reflex
When struck, the knee will jerk
Trying to impress, trying to impress is the nature of our work
And it's so hard to remain open
If you bend, you won't get broken
Really hard, really hard, really hard, really hard, really hard
Really hard, really hard, really hard, really hard
Wake up from this dreaming state
Her lungs scream out, it's not too late
I am dying to begin
I am dying to begin again
Really hard, really hard, really hard, really hard, really hard
Really hard, really hard, really hard, really hard